Seriously....Really....I still have 4 weeks?

AHHHH! Thats all I want to do...is scream and throw a big fat fit! Between the anxiety of having to give birth very soon, the fear of him not being healthy, the anticipation of seeing what he looks like, and the hip, pelvic, and back pain of carrying this big boy around, I am ready to lose it! I am relieved that I have reached the long awaited ninth month...but its only the first day and that means 29 more days...still! My pregnancy has gone by so fast but now I feel like I am in a rut and it seems like last month was really two months long and I know that my ninth month will feel even longer. Especially with the fact that I am working nine hour days and will continue to until Rykken makes his appearance. I am very physically and emotionally exhausted and I am just ready for him to be here. I think there are certain things about being pregnant that I will miss...like feeling him move and his little hiccups and the comfort of knowing he is safe and sound and with me all the time. But I am definitely ready to have him out...for my poor bodies sake....and I know everyone else is so excited that soon I have to share him. I had someone tell me recently who has an eight month old, that she can't remember what it felt like when her baby moved when she was pregnant. She said almost immeaditely after her birth that she just couldn't remember. I don't want to forget what it feels like to be pregnant...that makes me really sad to not be able to remember what it felt like when Rykken was moving around. On a lighter note...I had a doctor's appointment last Tuesday...the doctor wasn't there, she had to run to the hospital to do a c-section but I saw the nurse and everything is good. His heart rate is in the 140's and I am still measuring right on time. I have to wait until my next appointment to get a weight estimate on Rykken. I am very anxious to see approx. how much he is weighing in at. At my next appointment they will start checking me every week to see if I am dilated or effaced. I am hoping I go in and they check me and send me to the hospital....I doubt it will happen...but I can hope! I will be 37 weeks at my next appointment and he will no longer be considered a preemie so....it sounds like a great idea to me! I still have not given Rykken a middle name....anyone who wants to throw ideas out there...please feel free! I definitely need help. Some of my considerations are: Zackary, Alexander, Lee, Hudson, Jamieson and Jon. So please comment and let me know your favorites or if you have one different from those above.

I will keep you posted on Rykken's arrival schedule!

Rykken's Progress: At this point, your little grower is almost busting out of the womb size-wise, which make their restricted attempts to move much challenging. Of course, your stubborn little sucker is still trying to move around as if they weren’t in a cramped space. And the accumulation of baby fat deposits are starting to level off so your little butter ball will be padded and warm when they head out of their super snug little home.